wow.... so apparently I am now finding Xanga worth my time again.... but this sucks.... my car breaks down.... i miss work, i got it fixed in Findlay, but had to paint for it to be free, and i was wearing nice clothes... now my insurance is off, so i cant deliver tonight or tomorrow or sunday. so I'm out like $120 or so.... of course its money i didnt have before so it shouldn't really matter.... plus I think I'm going to have to break up with my girlfriend.... I'm applying at the temp agency to get into a factory.... man so much seems to be changing so fast, I am just not ready for it.... I just want to escape life for about 3 - 4 days... I mean come on.... I think everyone does at some point or another.... please world.... just let me leave for the moon or something.... I'm almost at a point where I want some car to come along and hit me, not kill me or anything, but just put me in a coma for a week.... man, then again I've always wanted to try shit like that.... just to know what it feels like for people like that.... like tie up my legs and give me a wheel chair... put a blindfould on my eyes.... take my voice away, or even take my hearing.... just for a little while not forever.... anyways... well.... I don't know what more to type.... other than.... right now.... life... just.... SUCKS!!!!
