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| My sight was crystal clear, Untill you came in view. You entered and left so quickly Leaving me with nothing to say So many words were left unspoken So many hearts were left unscathed Rip me apart, tear down my walls With you around, I become deffensless... You thought of me as if I were something great the only reason I was able to be that Was because you were there beside me So many thoughts go through my head When I look at you But I see you and you see him And then I know we can not be The way I look you Is the way you look at him so as long as you are happy I am happy too. | | |
| There we were, looking at each other....
There something about you...
Something I despise...
And something I almost love...
I can't say I love it,
The word love means too much to call it that
who knows, maybe it could be love...
I sure don't, know that is...
You drive me crazy,
We see each other through the same eyes
And we think of each other in the same way
You do something, I react, you think I'm mad
I do something, you react, I think you're mad
Two different people, sharing one thought
Two different people, with eyes filled with wonders
Lost with each other, in a place unknown to both
Sure, this makes no sense, and maybe never will
but it was worth the time, worth the effort....
I can't pull you away... friends don't do that
I don't know that I'd want to if I could...
I want you every bit as much as I don't
And I think you want me every bit as much as you don't
So... ? Do we move on, or stay here....
And whatever we do, do we do it together or alone....
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| That girl across the street,
walking past my house
I saw her, but no one else did
That girl at the store
shopping with her mom
I saw her, but no one else did
That girl down the block
going into that house
I saw her, but no one else did
Everywhere I look, there she is
I see her all the time
But no one else does
Is she just a figment of my imagination?
No, that can't be it, she's more.
I know she exists
She's real, And so are her feelings,
And her heart, And her mind,
And her soul, not just her body
And that's what they see
A shell, an empty vessel
Just her body, alone nothing more
They dont listen when she speaks
They dont care about her day
they just want their peice of her
She comes to me, when she's hurt
She leans on me when she's crying
She says I'm so sweet, unlike the other guys
So, let me ask you this,
If I'm so sweet
Why am I just her friend...
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| If she only knew the way I feel
The feelings I hold in
The things I leave unsaid
The urges I dont give in
If she only knew how hard it is
for me to look at her
and whatch as she stares at him
Towards a future so unheard
If she only knew how much I long
For her to look my way
Time drifts slowly by me,
And her memory falls away
Her body, though intriuging,
Is not what's caught my eye
Her personality and words
Are the things that keep me captive as days go bye
If she only knew of this feeling I call love
Maybe she'd return it to me
But maybe she knows the feeling
Just she doesnt feel it for me
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| wow.... so apparently I am now finding Xanga worth my time again.... but this sucks.... my car breaks down.... i miss work, i got it fixed in Findlay, but had to paint for it to be free, and i was wearing nice clothes... now my insurance is off, so i cant deliver tonight or tomorrow or sunday. so I'm out like $120 or so.... of course its money i didnt have before so it shouldn't really matter.... plus I think I'm going to have to break up with my girlfriend.... I'm applying at the temp agency to get into a factory.... man so much seems to be changing so fast, I am just not ready for it.... I just want to escape life for about 3 - 4 days... I mean come on.... I think everyone does at some point or another.... please world.... just let me leave for the moon or something.... I'm almost at a point where I want some car to come along and hit me, not kill me or anything, but just put me in a coma for a week.... man, then again I've always wanted to try shit like that.... just to know what it feels like for people like that.... like tie up my legs and give me a wheel chair... put a blindfould on my eyes.... take my voice away, or even take my hearing.... just for a little while not forever.... anyways... well.... I don't know what more to type.... other than.... right now.... life... just.... SUCKS!!!!
L8er Dayz
Derrick | | |
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